Saturday 9 February 2013

Eye Have A Vision.

Eye then, what's going on here?  In my last posting, it had been noted that the photo looked rather like an "eerie alien eye".  So, for your delight, here is an eye.  It's actually my eye and 'eye' took the photo.  I was always, okay sometimes, okay, hardly ever, an attentive 'pupil'.

On Wednesday, February 6th, I had to go back to the hospital to try again to do something that didn't happen on January 23rd.  If you haven't got a clue what I'm on about at this point, the details of my previous hospital adventures can be found here : New Year's 'Wee've'.. and here : From Leek To No Leak. 

Okay, on February 6th, I was asked to come back and 'POD', which is 'Piddle On Demand'.  I was prepared this time.  I knew the actual reason I was going to the hospital.  So I topped myself up before departing to the hospital.  Upon arrival and checking in, I headed straight to the drinks machine and had a few extra cups of water to complete my topping up process.

"Are you ready, Mr. Pennick?", inquired the nurse.  "Um, can I have a few more minutes please?", I replied.  "No problem.  I'll come back in a few minutes", stated the nurse.  The few minutes soon went by and off I went to the 'Piddle Room' to test my urinary flow.  I thought to myself, "Yeah, I'll show that machine!  Pretend I'm taking a leak on a robot, or think of waterfalls, or turn on a tap!  That'll do it..."  And then...and then....nothing happened, again!  "Oh nurse!  It aint happening.", I declared.

"Right then.  We'll have to see how much fluid you have in your bladder by using the ultrasound.", explained the patient nurse.  Finally, the reason I thought I was originally at the clinic, was actually happening.  Yay, I was going to get some cold jelly on my belly!

After my ultrasound, which I can confirm indicates I'm not pregnant, some nurses had a deliberation about my situation.  It turned out that a consultant was going to be seeing another outpatient and if I could stay around, he would find time to see me.  I agreed and I waited for the consultant on a seat temptingly close to the toilets.  While I waited, you guessed it, I had to go to the toilet twice in about ten minutes.  Darn it!

The consultant was a very pleasant gentleman and he understood my 'bashful bladder' problem.  While he explained what was going to be scheduled next, I had this incredible urge to go for another leak.  Sitting there, smiling through gritted teeth, I listened to what was proposed.

They wanted me to have an MRI scan and a prostate biopsy.  I would be informed of my appointments within about two weeks.  On Friday, February 8th, I received a phone call from the secretary of my urologist.  And just like that, I now have to go for an MRI scan on Tuesday morning, February 12th and a prostate biopsy on the afternoon of February 14th.  Me thinks it's going to be one Valentine's Day I will not soon forget.

Then, oh yes, then, on the morning of February 15th, I have to go for a medical assessment.  This would be a medical assessment done by a private 'healthcare' company working on behalf of the British government at a huge expense to the British tax payer.  The agenda is to claim a significant proportion of those too sick to work, the vulnerable, those with mental health issues, are deemed fit to work and their disability benefits stopped.  Oh the evil irony.  Still, I can always remain standing during my assessment.  "Sorry 'health professional', cannot sit down, I've a right pain in my ass!"

Yet, no matter what they try, I will not let them destroy my spirit, my passion to eliminate such injustice being imposed on so many desperate souls.  And the NHS, the National Health Service, our treasured universal healthcare?  They have treated me with respect, understanding and dignity.  Something the immoral British government could learn from.

The photo of my eye.  It has seen enough tears shed.  Yet, the photo of my eye also has a vision of a kinder, caring, more compassionate world.  My friend, my vision has been inspired by you.


73 comments:

  1. Nothing says love like a prostate biopsy, huh?
    Gary, praying all goes well with that. I know you're facing a big challenge the next day as well. Does the biopsy and everything play in your favor with that?
    Keep believing in the compassion as well. It is real and it is out there.

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    1. Hi Alex,

      Indeed, love hurts. Your prayers are greatly appreciated. The biopsy and all the other tests I'm undergoing are to check what's wrong with me. I have to believe that whatever's wrong can be put right.
      The compassion I sense, that genuine sincerity keeps me going. I'm profoundly moved by the vibrations. Thank you, Alex.

      In peace and respect,

      Gary

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  2. I had a POD on Wednesday. I was fortunate that I had just enough piddle in me to fill up the cup. It would always be nice if they gave you some warning so you can drink up ahead of time. Though one time I had to have an ultrasound I had to drink pretty much a gallon of water and then wait for them to run the test. It was a long time in the bathroom after that I tell you what.

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    1. Hi PT,

      I wish it was just a cup full they had required. It seemed they wanted me to fill up an Olympic sized swimming pool. Yeah, slight exaggeration! Ah yes, the ultrasound. I know what you mean. Which reminds me..time to go to the can, man...

      Thank you, PT.

      In peace and respect,

      Gary

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  3. So I cannot say I understand what you are going through, although we of the other gender, have exams that we are not that excited about as well.

    And you will have to forgive me for giggling a bit when you explain your predicament, but Gary, you really are quite funny as you describe it all.

    Through it all, I am sorry that you are having to go through the tests, and deal with the health care system and wish you only good news. If they ever get around to getting to it.

    bert's My Vickie

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    1. Hi Vickie,

      Ah yes, I don't have an appointment with a gynaecologist (English spelling). Although the way things are going, you never know! :)

      I wanted you to have a giggle. If I didn't look at it from a light-hearted perspective, I'd probably get even more stressed.

      Thank you for your concern and support. The healthcare system has been excellent to me. The British government, has not.

      In peace and happy wishes,

      Gary

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  4. I too have had to drink several liters of water and hold it til I felt near to bursting, then have that cold jelly and a pushy probe shoving on my bladder. I'm glad that the only thing I haven't had go wrong with me has been a prostate. *smiles*

    You indeed seem to have a swollen one, the cause of which can be more than cancer. Stud was peeing pure blood (PURE blood) for weeks. They finally discovered it was a broken varicose vein in his prostate. Who knew?

    I hate to be judged. It goes against my grain, and here you will be judged to make sure you ARE capable of working, whether you are or not, and they are already stacked against you.

    Britain is beginning to sound a lot like America. Only here, the truly worthless get aid while the truly handicapped get pushed around.

    I'm so sorry for life's heavy loads.

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    1. Hi lotta joy,

      I was at least prepared this time, knowing why I was actually going. Thought I'd be ready. The ultrasound was to check the amount of fluid in my bladder. I quite enjoyed the jelly on my belly. I just cannot seem to find a comfortable fitting bra! :)

      Despite the bloody scare, thank goodness your hubby didn't have anything more concerning. Several surgical gloves later and it appears that it is somewhat enlarged. The big concern is high 'PSA' Prostate-Specific Antigen levels.

      Many folks not capable of working have been deemed fit to work. Yes, by all means, I understand trying to weed out the fraudulent claims. This evil government is having people assessed who are far too ill to work, as fit to work. Then the appeals process has to be gone through. I could list the horror stories. If you search for ATOS, you will see what I mean.

      As in America, those who are unfortunate are paying the cost of the incompetent fortunate. This has to stop.

      I thank you for your caring thoughts. My resilience knows no boundaries.

      In peace and kind wishes to you and Stud,

      Gary

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  5. Yes, that is what I see, Gary. It most definitely is an eye of a kind, caring and compassionate person.

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    1. Hi Arleen,

      Thank you so very much for saying that. Eye am heartened by your thoughtful words :) Thank you, Arleen.

      In peace and goodwill,

      Gary

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  6. Gary, Jeepers, you had yourself quite the adventure. But that was "loving" of them to give you the next appointment on Valentines Day. I'm happy for you that they were compassionate people.

    Your eye photo is a work of art. Did you make the frame? You have beautifully healthy looking eyes. No need for Vizene there.
    Love and peace
    Manzanita

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    1. Hi Manzanita,

      Ah yes, my adventures in hospital land. I reckon this is our universal healthcare wanting to show me some love. Happy Valentine's Day, now excuse us while we stick this up your butt! :)

      Eye thank you. The frame is just a bit of doctoring, what an appropriate word, using a bit of photo trickery. Glad to know my eyes look healthy. As for the rest of me, yikes!
      Love and peace to you, Manzanita.

      Gary

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  7. I agree with Lotta. At least you don't live in America.
    And I will be thinking about you on Valentine's Day -my anniversary!
    Just think about all these tests and stuff being over. Peace.

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    1. Hi middle child,

      Well, our government is watching very closely how things are in America. Not only are they targeting the genuinely ill, they are messing around with our healthcare system.

      Don't think too much of me on your anniversary. Not a pleasant visual :) Happy anniversary and Valentine's Day to you. I hope it's the start of a better life for you.

      I'm grateful for your thoughts. I'm already visualising next Saturday.

      Peace and respect,

      Gary

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  8. Hi Gary,
    I'm glad that you found those doing your tests to be compassionate and caring people, and I do hope that things trun out to be OK. Meanwhile, we all know about how "caring" Atos can be, but I would just say to hang in there, and maybe the re-assessment too will work out. I think there is growing concern amongst some MPs that the re-assessment programme is not working, with many appealing decisions and winning their appeals, and also with the "work capability assessment" not really taking into account one's mental health. Maybe some change is on the horizon, then, my hairy, large-prostated pal. We can but live in hope.
    Very Best Wishes, Gare, and I hope to speak to you soon,
    David.

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    1. Hi David,

      Thanks and yes, those at the hospital have been kind, caring and compassionate. I do have some worries about it all and next week will push my stress to the limit. Unbelievable that despite my concerns, physical and mental, I have to prove I'm not lying. There should be growing concern from any decent MP, regardless of party. You know the internet has a growing list of angry, scared people. I wonder how all the mental health charities are responding to this outrage. The positive aspect to this is that my conviction to see some justice realised for all those subjected to this, grows ever stronger. The problem with the appeals is this. The extra stress while waiting for an appeal. What are those who are waiting for their appeal to happen, supposed to live on in the meantime. JSA for those too sick to look for work. What a farce this is.

      Change for the better may well be on the horizon. That hope we share. Talk to you soon, my jovial friend.

      With good wishes and hope,

      Gary

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  9. I am hoping the biopsy also proves you aren't pregnant. Otherwise, you've got bigger problems than you thought. I hope you see compassion from the health professionals as you take each of these next steps. I've had a brain MRI. I think I went a little crazy in there (a brain one is well over an hour, but others are typically much shorter), and even gave myself a case of the mental giggles because I started imagining various things making the noises. One good thing is that they are doing these tests fairly quickly, so you don't have months of waiting ahead of you, but really?? You'd think they'd close up the prostate shop on V-Day.

    My turn to switch to all seriousness. Good luck with these tests and the results. I truly do hope you meet with compassion at every turn.

    Shannon at The Warrior Muse

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    1. Hi Shannon,

      If the biopsy indicates contrary to my ultrasound and I'm actually pregnant, you can be my agent. The health professionals at the hospital have been friendly and respectful. Each small step brings me closer to knowing. I'm looking forward to going in the tube. Although, not sure if I'd have a case of the mental giggles such as you experienced. I'll probably lie there and think of just how awesome I am. Or something like that. I was shocked to get a phone call that gets me in so darned quick. I do hope that's a good thing.

      Thank you, Shannon. Your good luck wishes are warmly received.

      In peace and kind wishes,

      Gary

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  10. I am sure you are going to be fine, yet I am not so sure about the pregnancy :). Fingers crossed for you and your bashful bladder,Gary.

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    1. Hi Petronela,

      Thanks and I'm sure I will be fine. If I do turn out to be pregnant, it would make for one heck of a blog posting :) Thank you for crossing your fingers, Petronela.

      With kindness and peace,

      Gary

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  11. Maybe, just maybe, if next time you think of me, it'll relax you enough that you'll not have a shy bladder. in the meantime, prayers for a good result when you do you're testing. email and keep me up to date dear friend with the best comments in the whole wide american, british and other "smashing" countries, and some not so hype to the jive turkey...world. yeah...???
    p.s. i was cleaning up my blog, go look go look, and i realized i have to actually pick the blog list. ha! i was just adding it on the sidebar to add it. so who am i too pick? screw that! ergo i deleted. well, now that i think of it, maybe i should have done your request and just stuck you on there...hmmmm...would that be favoring, maybe?
    look! look! my comment was almost as lengthy as yours!! aren't you proud!

    sincerely your #2, since penny took #1, fav fan & coolest kid on the bliggidy block, tammy -t-

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    1. Hey Tammy,

      My goodness, aren't y'all looking real nice. So let me get this straight. Or something straight :) Think of you and I can take the p**s! Ignore that. Your positive prayers are profoundly greeted. I shall most certainly email with what's happening. "Hey Klahanie!"

      I do try to leave rather detailed comments. I want you to know that I actually try to read your blog and yep, even other blogs. I'm flattered you would think I submit comments on your site that are worthy of such recognition. Thank you, Tammy :)

      Ah yes, I have noted your blog list has vanished. And your site looks nifty neato. Although you are on my list of blogs on my sidebar, I can understand what you mean.

      I am very proud, bordering on euphoric, over your lengthy and varied emotion comment. You are like so totally awesome n'stuff.

      Your adoring, shy, humble and oh so modest, starstruck fan,

      Gary P or is that Gary...Pee!

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  12. Hi Gary - now to try again ... frustrating connective tissues - be they blogger, internet, leeks or peedling along ... I got bombed out - so now to the encouraging bit ... I mentioned VD as a strange contraction and perhaps one that should not be raised in the scheme of things ... Whatever the challenges I sincerely hope all will be resolved without the hassle of further tests ... an unfortunate area ... and that 15th thing - we'll be sincerely hoping for a positive result ... with thoughts for this week ahead -

    Oh I mentioned crumbs too - at all the tests you're taking ... been there myself - but then crumbs in the tubes would be a bit much ... and clog the works up .. hope the crusty crumbs on Friday are empathetic ... keep your pecker up!?!

    Cheers Hilary

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    1. Hi Hilary,

      Ah yes, try again, indeed. Oh I sure hope there wont be too many tests after next week. A test to test a test, perhaps..And the 15th, the irony of it all. Actually, I'm not so stressed about that one now. Having spent so much time at the hospital, perhaps the assessment on behalf of the government wont be so bad. Then again....

      I shall duly lie in the MRI machine and munch away on chocolate chip cookies. And with skilfully avoiding an innuendo in regards to "pecker", I thank you for your kind, caring support. It means so very much.

      Have a lovely weekend, Hilary.

      In peace and hope,

      Gary

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  13. It is good that at least the NHS are treating you with respect and kindness which is more than can be said for this shambles of a government. Good luck with your tests, Gary, I hope all is well x

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    1. Hi Teresa,

      What a contrast. Those at the hospital treating me with respect, dignity, kindness and understanding. And this evil British government treats me with contempt. I feel growing resentment amongst the great British public. Thank you for your good luck wishes, Teresa. I'm deeply grateful to you.

      Hope you are having a peaceful weekend.

      In peace and hope for a better tomorrow,

      Gary x

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  14. Good luck Gary with your biopsy, I too have to have my 6 monthly smear test on Tuesday, I have abnormal cells on the cervix that in time could lead to something everybody dread. I hate hospital though I know they are there for our good but try to look on the positive side.
    Hope all is well with your health problems and will be thinking of you.
    Enjoy your week-end.
    Yvonne.

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    1. Hi Yvonne,

      Thank you for the good luck wishes, Yvonne. Let's maintain a positive focus that your test on Tuesday will provide an outcome that reduces your anxiety. Luckily, I'm fairly okay at hospitals. I have a bit of a laugh with the staff and I believe that helps ease the stress, the worrying.

      I embrace your thoughts and my best possible wishes for you on Tuesday.

      In peace and kindness,

      Gary

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  15. Will they at least buy you dinner and drinks before the prostate biopsy?

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    1. Hi Keith,

      I've been informed that I will have a candlelit dinner, with a group of lady nurses who are but just a few of my adoring fans.
      And then the medication wore off, I woke up and returned to being a a very unknown, ever so shy, so humble blogger.

      Peace be with you, Keith.

      Gary

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  16. They are sure showing you the love. I hope they at least give you some flowers and chocolate before going all willy nilly on your um willy haha

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    1. Hi Pat,

      Pat, they love me. Flowers, chocolate and millions of cards from around the globe, sent to the hospital. Yes indeed, dude, all those Valentine's cards for me, yes me, shy and humble me.

      Willy nilly on my willy?
      Oh my oh how silly
      Seems a bit crude
      You crazy dude

      Have a peaceful rest of the weekend, Pat.

      Gary

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  17. May the biopsy show nothing! Piddling on demand has never been a problem for me as I always have to go. Of course, don't most women?

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    1. Hi Diane,

      Thank you for that. Ah yes, you have just reminded me of my ex wife. "Final call for passengers on the London to Vancouver flight!" "Where are you going, dear?" I asked my wife. "Just got to go to the ladies room." Uggggghhhh.....

      Thank you, Diane.

      A peaceful and happy day to you.

      Gary

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  18. "After my ultrasound, which I can confirm indicates I'm not pregnant" - hahahahaha, well that must be a relief, though I better stop knitting booties eh? I've been visiting the urologist for a couple of years now, and they still don't know the exact problem. Hmm, that can't have cheered you up any lol. I'm glad your experience with the nhs has been and is a good one, there are some good folks in those quarters (hubby for one). Thinking of you for the 15th too, keep positive and stay smiling, not to them, to yourself of course. X

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    1. Hi All Consuming,

      I was quite relieved. Besides, if I was pregnant, I wouldn't of wanted to know the gender of my baby! You never know, you can open up your own baby booties shop and become rich, I tell ya, rich! Oops about your situation and what the problem is. No, I promise not to say that takes the p**s! :)

      The NHS care I have received has been superb. I've no doubt your hubby maintains the caring and compassionate standards of those in the profession who truly care. As for those asswipes in government. Tried to get a home visit which entailed going through so many hoops and by the time I was to supposed to phone ATOS at my own expense, to see if they would agree, it may have been too late. Thank you for your positive, smiling wishes. You know we share the gift of empathy.

      Thank you, Michelle.

      In hope and peace, Gary x

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  19. Well, all I can say right now is 'keep your chin up' mate, take each day as it comes and I'll be hoping for the best for you. I'm sure it will be a Valentines day that you can tell the grandchildren about, and they can all have a great laugh at your expense, you just never know.

    Too true. Don't let anyone destroy your spirit. Only you have the power to stop that from happening.

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    1. Hi Rum-Punch Drunk,

      Thank you, my friend and my chin is way up there :) One day at a time, small hopeful steps for a better tomorrow. Very good of you to mention how I can have an amusing story to tell the grandchildren about that Valentine's Day, way back when. I can hear the giggling.

      Like you, the spirit will not be dowsed. A positive environment starts from within.

      With gratitude, your way,

      Gary

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  20. The 'eyes' have it. Positive thoughts for clean test results and a true assessment. SO glad to hear you're not pregnant.

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    1. Hi Delores,

      All in favour say 'eye'. What a double positive you have stated. I'm quite pleased I'm not pregnant. Though I do have this craving for pickles and ice cream...

      Thank you, Delores and stay warm, eh.

      Gary

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  21. You've had a right bad time of it lately. You're absolutely correct though, we (and I'm speaking for the entire blogging community!) are here for you, cheering you on, screaming profanity at the buggers who are trying to mess with your mind and your spirit. Excuse me, but I hope bricks of shit fall on their heads, them mighty health professionals. Shame on 'em!

    My first wish is that your prostrate is as clean as a whistle. My 2nd wish is if there's a spot, it's so tiny a pair of clippers will snip it out.

    Honestly, Gary, you're due for some good news, my dear man. Not just good news, but great news!

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    1. Hi Joylene,

      It's been an adventure I'd rather not be having. I'm humbled and heartened by your words. I truly sense in the quiet of my living room that there is cheering on the other side of the screen and the caring vibes are coming through. This British government and the private 'healthcare' company they are using to distress so many vulnerable people is outraging so many. The word is out all over the world that this proud land is being battered by a ruthless government that should be taken to court for crimes against humanity. The mental cruelty they are subjecting us to is an immoral injustice.

      I hope my prostate whistles a happy tune. Perhaps they could put some tiny clippings in a Valentine's Day card.

      Your words resonate with such kindness and caring. Joylene, no words can describe my gratitude. Thank you.

      Yes indeed, I appear to be not pregnant. Guess I wont be needing to buy those baby toys after all.

      Have a peaceful rest of the weekend.

      In peace and hope,

      Gary

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  22. Not the greatest way to spend Valentine's Day, but glad to hear you've found some compassionate folk out there.

    Wishing you all the best!

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    1. Hi Yolanda,

      For sure. I could think of better things to do on Valentine's Day :) If it wasn't for the compassion I've been getting, I think I would on the verge of breaking down. I sure wouldn't want to do that again.

      I greatly appreciate your best wishes. Thank you Yolanda.

      Peaceful wishes to you.

      Gary

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  23. I can relate to that specimen delivery situation. They should really take mine if I'm in a crowded theater in the middle of a movie or at night when I'm trying to sleep. I have no problem getting the urge when I don't want to.

    I hope all is well. The medical exam environment can be a rather humiliating experience and uncomfortable as well. I rather see you at home doing whatever it is you do best and enjoy doing.

    Lee
    Have you ever tried compiling a life soundtrack?
    Wrote By Rote
    An A to Z Co-host blog

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    1. Hi Lee,

      The consultant at the hospital said it happens to a lot of guys. This was a urinary flow test machine I was supposed to go in. They should have had it set up just outside my bedroom door, first thing upon waking up. I can see you share my weeing woes.

      Thanks for your well wishes, Lee. It certainly isn't a pleasant experience. Indeed, my friend, I'd rather be in the comfort of my home and typing away. Oh well, get next week over and soon it will be Saturday.

      A life soundtrack would make for some great listening during my time in the MRI scanner. Take care and have a peaceful day.

      Gary

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  24. I'm sorry to hear this, Gary. Truly I am. Will be in touch soon. Take care.

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    1. Hi Wendy,

      My dear friend. I'm going to be fine. I draw strength and resilience from decent people such as you. I would like you and Steve to be of comfort to each other during such a heartbreaking time for you both. This is my heartfelt wish. Your interaction is warmly welcomed when you feel ready. Peace and comfort be with you both.

      In peace and kind wishes, your way,

      Gary

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  25. Yes, I'm very relieved to learn you're not pregnant. Whew.
    Keep laughing, dear man. It's the best re-energizer we have. We'll beat them, don't worry.
    Laura
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    1. Hi Laura,

      Yes, those were some nervous moments when I got the ultrasound. I thought, can I really afford another baby, the cost of nappies, sorry diapers! :)

      Oh how I laugh. Laughing keeps me sane or is that crazy. I'm deeply grateful for your rallying support. Thank you, Laura.

      In peace and hope,

      Gary
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  26. Hi Gary. Sorry I'm late - been busy with family stuff (Sonny had his eighth Birthday Party yesterday!)
    I echo all of the super sentiments expressed above. You have an army of caring followers built up over the years. When someone checks in to the Klahanie Hotel they don't check out again! (Oh dear, that sounds a bit sinister, but I'm sure you know what I mean).
    Click here for Bazza’s Blog ‘To Discover Ice’

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    1. Hi bazza,

      My good friend, you are never too late. And besides, you bring happy news, inspiring news that warms the heart. Bless young Sonny and belated birthday wishes to him.

      Your echoing of the super sentiments is a powerful and profound energy. Thank you. Sir, you are always a welcome guest at the Klahanie Hotel. In fact, you are not going to check out because you enjoy our fine selection of complimentary Belgian beers!

      In peace and good wishes to you and all your loved ones.

      Gary

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  27. I have a job interview on Tuesday - more good karma, see!

    In all seriousness now. You have been through a lot, and sometimes you just want to scream to the heavens, or God, or the universe or thowhomeveritmightconcern, can't a brother get a break??? I know it sucks, but I also know how relentless your dedication to positive thinking is. I'll be sending out positive thoughts and prayers your way in the next few days and weeks. Hugs.

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    1. Hi Chris,

      I'm extremely delighted and encouraged that you are having a job interview on Tuesday. Good karma, indeed. I shall think of karma as I'm lying inside some weird tube :)

      It's been a tough time and the next week is going to be one of the toughest of my life. Yet, with my embracing positivity, something wondrous is happening. I sense the caring, the prayers, the vibes. I also know that the positive energy to remove the negative evil that is causing so much suffering to the most vulnerable of humanity, will see the evil removed.

      Thank you for your positive thoughts and prayers, Chris. And remember you are remarkable and the world needs more people like you.

      In peace and hope,

      Gary

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  28. Oh my what a week! I am going to be praying with all of my might that all is ok...by all means YES........KEEP THOSE POSITIVE THOUGHTS!!!
    I also send ((((hugs))))

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    1. Hi Caren,

      Quite the week and I'm sure gonna' be busy. Not the type of busy I would like, but what the heck! :) Your prayers are inspirationally embraced. Positive thoughts and visualising better days for us all are all I could ever wish for.

      Thank you, Caren.

      And hugs I send to you. ((( ))) :)

      In peace and warm wishes,

      Gary

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  29. I continue to have all my bendy bits crossed and then some for the biopsy to show nowt! You hang on in there Gary!!! Well unless you have to POD but apart from that you just hang on and keep your pecker up! And I meant that in a most innocent way! :-)

    p.s. hooorah for the NHS!

    Take care
    x

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    1. Hi Old Kitty,

      Why thank you my bendy friend :) I shall hang on and enjoy the ride. Don't worry, I'm not even going to reply with some silly innuendo :)

      Hooray for our treasure healthcare service.

      Thank you for your kind wishes, Old Kitty.

      Gary
      x

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  30. Have you been eating an inordinate amount of green beans lately? In 1970, my husband was in Vietnam, and I was at home, working in the hospital. At lunchtime most days, I got a side order of green beans from the cafeteria, which my co-workers thought was quite funny. One day, one of the doctors tacked a newspaper clipping to the bulletin board beside my desk. It was about an English gal who went into labor,(Oops! Excuse me... "labour".) and swore she didn't know she was pregnant. In fact, she said she was a virgin... and attributed her condition to... eating too many green beans. So, ya never know...

    Seriously, good luck with your tests.

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    1. Hi Susan,

      How the heck did you know? I've 'bean' caught out. Actually, I have been having peas from a pod, or is that pees from a POD....

      Yes indeed, labor, sorry spell check, labour! :)

      Thank you for the good luck wishes for my tests. I'm most grateful.

      In kindness and peas, sorry, peace,

      Gary

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  31. Yikes! I'll be sending my best 'best wishes' vibes to you during all 3 days! Hope all is well!

    Bet Penny is relieved you're not pregnant - having to babysit might put a crimp in her relaxation time!

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    1. Hi Jemi,

      Yikes and triple yikes :) Your best wishes vibes for my upcoming week are gratefully accepted.

      Penny is so busy preparing to become the next 'Paw Minister' of Britain, she barely would have time to babysit. The lady needs her rest :) Thank you, Jemi.

      In kindness and an eh,

      Gary

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  32. What a nice post. Hope you don't have what my hubby has.

    Hugs and chocolate,
    Shelly

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    1. Hi Shelly,

      A mostly light-hearted posting. I shall do my best to send positive thoughts to you and your hubby. Thank you, Shelly.

      Peaceful thoughts and smiles,

      Gary

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  33. Since the start of the year, my life has been about hospitals and tests and I can only expect more of that.
    Eeeks. I certainly dislike MRIs, Gary. Hope you get through your tests just fine.
    Many hugs.

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    1. Hi Jaya J,

      I'm very sorry you are going through an ongoing, most likely an anxious time with your hospital visits and tests.

      Have had my MRI scan and it wasn't too bad. I think the noise of the darned thing was the worst. Or was it the music on the headphones! :) Thanks for your kind wishes. Wishing you well with your hospital visits and tests. Stay positive and smile :)

      Hugs and kindness,

      Gary

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  34. Gary, good luck with all of your procedures. I hope you get really good news, and some really good pain medication.

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    1. Hi Danielle,

      Thank you, my friend. Your good luck wishes and the hopes of good news are gratefully received. Me thinks I might be having some medication on Valentine's Day.

      Peace be with you.

      Gary

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  35. Glad to know about the pg part--whew!

    So much I want to say, but will just shorten it to "You are in my thoughts and prayers".

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    1. Hi Susan,

      You know, despite not being pregnant, still can't stop having this craving for pickles and ice cream....

      Thank you, dear friend, for having me in your thoughts and prayers. I'm deeply grateful.

      In peace and kindness,

      Gary

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  36. I hope everything went well today. It doesn't seem like they are giving you much information. I'd be asking all kinds of questions and annoying everyone on staff. I just hope that after all these tests, the results come out in your favor and you can begin healing. Just keep in mind all the people who are thinking of you and all who will be with you in mind on the 14th. Stay strong, keep us posted if you can, I'll be sending you positive vibes my friend, ((((((hugs)))))))

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    1. Hi Elise,

      Everything went well today, thank you. I ask questions, however until the results are in on February 25, there's not a lot they can tell me. Okay, I did ask if I could go for another 'ride' on the MRI scanner. I hold firmly in my heart and soul the kind, caring vibes I'm receiving. I embrace your positive vibes, Elise. Deeply grateful. Thank you.

      Hugs and peaceful thoughts, your way,

      Gary :)

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I do try to comment back to each commenter individually. However, I might have to shorten my replies or give a group thank you. That way, I can spend more time commenting on your blogs. Thank you and peace, my friend.